Underground

Never felt like a believer. Prefer to see things cause it’s realer. Sometimes, it’s just our mind who lets us shine in the dark. Everything seems so easy, but the problems are kept deep in. Kind of a soul save, but not a safe space. It’s all about the underground and all we want is diving out. Never get caught by the corners of the rock. Stones that we throw into ourselves — most before twelve and now it is burden mental health. Always put myself in troubles. There is no chance to build a bubble which keeps me safe, pretend to create something like a home. Home like the soulmates, home like these ones with the same genes. Even they can’t help dealing with myself. It’s all about the underground and all we want is diving out. Never get caught by the corners of the rock. Stones that we throw into ourselves — most before twelve and now it is burden mental health. Overthinking all the things and how they went. Even if they talk about an happy end. My own mind just struggles with the past events. Tried to forget but memories stay down there. „Get out“ — the delay I hear but there’s no other person who could told so clear. All I got to do is leave away from here. But pressure push me down — I can’t leave the underground. The Underground. Never thought I can believe in but it’s way better than dream about the dark. Listen to your heart — it leads you out of the underground.